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bellatrixxtheblack: ‘Cissa said you cried when Sirius left.’...

Sat, 28 Jul 2012 20:21:09 -0400

‘Cissa said you cried when Sirius left.’ Bellatrix looked up from her book when she heard Andromeda speak, standing above her. In her voice there was an accusation. After a few weeks of the boy leaving, Bellatrix had been a mess, no doubt, but she’d buried it under what everyone else had taken as happiness that he was gone. She had never lied about her feelings of her cousin leaving, no one had ever brought them up.

‘What of it?’ Bellatrix finally asked tiredly, gaze moving away from her sister even as she sat down beside her on the large bed. Bellatrix didn’t want to talk about this, she never did. There was a reason for it. She would rather hide anything to do with it. She’d shoved it down for so long that she felt a bit suffocated with having to think about it again.

‘Did you? Cry, I mean.’ Andromeda elaborated unnecessarily, Bellatrix could see her fingers twisting around each other anxiously. She shifted on the bed, and when Bellatrix closed the book with a snap, she jumped.

‘Don’t ask questions you already know the answer to,’ Bellatrix replied, getting up off the bed and opening the trunk at the end of it. She stored the book inside neatly before locking the trunk back up. The look she gave Andromeda was biting, but for her credit the other girl glared right back, obviously irritated in her lack of answer.

‘I was just-’ a wave of her hand cut Andromeda off, and she glared even more. Bellatrix crossed the room, picking up a frame and examining the picture inside. Two girls with dark hair sat solemnly on a sofa, black and white dresses, obviously miserable but getting through it together.

‘Narcissa told you?’ She mused, looking up at Andromeda with a slightly raised eyebrow. Andromeda nodded slowly in reply, and Bellatrix laughed to herself. ‘She must have told everyone that as well. There are just times I don’t trust her. Times I don’t trust you, either,’ Her gaze flickered from the photograph to Andromeda and then back again. ‘Do you remember this?’ She asked suddenly, holding the picture up for Andromeda to see.

The other girl got off the bed and walked over to her, taking the picture in her hands and looking at it. She smiled slightly, remembering the day. ‘That day was so long ago,’ she laughed a bit, running a hand through her hair, unable to understand what had brought up this conversation.

‘Sirius was there,’ Bellatrix recalled, taking it back, ‘And all three of us were miserable, surrounded by people who wanted nothing to do with us. I think that was the day you sneezed butterflies all over Aunt Lysana,’ Bellatrix managed a smile of her own.

‘What’s the point of talking about this, Bella?’ Andromeda asked, unable to take it, her hand resting on Bellatrix’s shoulder. The other girl shook her off, turning away towards the door, opening it and waiting, a sign that Andromeda needed to leave.

‘The point is that while there will always be good memories attached to Sirius, he is a traitor, and he doesn’t want us anymore.’

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Sun, 08 Jul 2012 23:48:59 -0400

A Dead Black II Regulus & Bellatrix

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 23:48:33 -0400

A Dead Black II Regulus & Bellatrix:

trixiblack:

A Dead Black II Regulus & Bellatrix

trixiblack:

Bella had found it particularly difficult to do anything lately. Studying hurt. Writing hurt. Getting out of bed hurt. Pretending everything was fine hurt. Waking up without him next to her hurt. And she just wanted to curl…

Bella shook her head, hiding her face with her hair as she pulled her arm out of his grasp and backed up. She grabbed her bag tightly, staring at the stone intently. No Regulus. No, please. She would rather just die, honestly.

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior

Sun, 08 Jul 2012 22:24:44 -0400

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior:

Blake took a drag of his cigarette as he watched her spin around. He sat himself at the base of a nearby tree and flicked the end of his cigarette away. “I knew there was a good reason for your joyous mood.” he laughed. “And how would you plan on doing this?” Blake asked.

“You’ll help me, won’t you, Blakey?” She hurried over to him, kneeling in front of him with her hands on his knees. She looked excited. “Say you’ll help me… promise! It will be good fun!” She laughed and settled down, rubbing her fingers into his kneels seductively.

A Dead Black II Regulus & Bellatrix

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 18:43:40 -0400

A Dead Black II Regulus & Bellatrix:

trixiblack:

Bella had found it particularly difficult to do anything lately. Studying hurt. Writing hurt. Getting out of bed hurt. Pretending everything was fine hurt. Waking up without him next to her hurt. And she just wanted to curl up and die at some points. He didn’t want her. He didn’t…

Bella immediately slammed her book shut and stood, rapidly packing her bag and muttering nonsense. She needed to be alone. She couldn’t be around him. It would be bad news, in all honesty. She hastily grabbed her wand and shoved it into her pocket, shouldering her back and hurrying across the room, opening the door as she pushed passed him.

A Dead Black @ Regulus

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 11:37:00 -0400

Bella had found it particularly difficult to do anything lately. Studying hurt. Writing hurt. Getting out of bed hurt. Pretending everything was fine hurt. Waking up without him next to her hurt. And she just wanted to curl up and die at some points. He didn’t want her. He didn’t want her anywhere near him. Of course he didn’t… she was dangerous. She couldn’t keep him safe… and besides, he wanted Sirius’ love. And Sirius hated her.

Bella sat silently in an abandoned classroom, an opened book in her lap. But she was staring out the window blankly, any energy she might have had was gone. She was so alone. And all she could do in her loneliness was cause trouble.

And in the end, it just wasn’t fun anymore. Watching them hurt each other and ruin each other’s lives. It was petty and boring. Gideon and Marlene. God, how could she have seen any entertainment in that? Sirius and Remus? The Potter boy?

She was just a shell now… slightly dead on the inside.

Alone Together

Wed, 04 Jul 2012 11:30:03 -0400

Alone Together:

trixiblack:

A Good Captain Dies with her Ship

trixiblack:

Bella took a long drag on her cigarette as she sat down a meter or so away from Regulus. She was blew the smoke out of her lungs and looked out over the water….

Bella laughed softly, turning back to give him a hurt…

Bella looked out on the lake, not watching him leave as a tear dropped down her cheek. “No… because you loved me then.” She walked away, along the edge of the water, more alone than she had ever felt before.

How quaint. @ Gideon

Tue, 03 Jul 2012 08:31:35 -0400

How quaint. @ Gideon:

gide0n-prewett:

“As you wish.” Bella turned a page in her book quietly, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. She continued on as if he had left. Then she paused and looked up, realizing that he hadn’t left. She sat up straighter and gave him a look. “Are you done? I have things to do.”

“I pray you’re doing something constructive with your time instead of mucking up someone else’s life. Look I’m not blind. You’re inciting chaos amongst all of us that don’t agree with your twisted views. I can’t believe I didn’t, or anyone hasn’t, seen it before. FUck you and your Death Eater you can eat my shorts if you think we, Gryffindor house, are just going to let you go around spouting off your hate rheruhic rhoric rhetoric or whatever it is called. You’ll all end up in Azkban, or dueling with yours truly if a single muggle-born is hurt. Got it?”

Bella stood up slowly, her eyes downcast. She knew Gideon’s game. He hid behind a wall of fake confidence and japes. Hid his pain from his enemies. But his worse fault was that he made his weaknesses so easily found. She walked in front of him and stared deep into his eyes. She had a look of intense passion and anger in them. Like she was ready to thrust her hand into his chest and pull out his heart.

Then she smiled. “It’s funny how you think we want you to be one of us. Be on our side…” She shook her head slowly. “I hate you, Gideon Prewett. Though, now it seems, you’re all alone in the world.” She looked around him pointedly and then back to him. “And it seems… I was your only chance for friendship… but you threw that away.” She leaned in and kissed his cheek lightly before walking passed him.

“Oh, and do give my regards to Molly. Haven’t seen her in…” Bella turned around to give him a grin. “So, so long.”

A Good Captain Dies with her Ship

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 22:51:33 -0400

A Good Captain Dies with her Ship:

trixiblack:

Bella took a long drag on her cigarette as she sat down a meter or so away from Regulus. She was blew the smoke out of her lungs and looked out over the water….

Bella laughed softly, turning back to give him a hurt look. “Don’t lie, Regulus. It doesn’t suit you.” She flicked the cigarette off into the night without a second care. “There’s always a game. It keeps going on and on. No way to get out of it. You can play or be an observer. You can be a referee or a score keeper. But there is no way to stop the game or tell it to slow down… there’s always a game, Regulus. No matter how much it hurts.”

She glanced down at the ground, holding herself tight. She shook her head and slipped her hair into a tight bun on the back of her neck.

How quaint. @ Gideon

Mon, 02 Jul 2012 22:45:27 -0400

How quaint. @ Gideon:

midnight-maraudersrp:

Gideon spied Bellatrix lounging as pompous as ever in the Great Hall. Anger welled up inside of him as she slurped her orange juice. She was completely unabashed. It was high time the forces of good…the Gryffindors, Ravenclaws, and Hufflepuffs started standing up to these Slytherins…these (what…

“As you wish.” Bella turned a page in her book quietly, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. She continued on as if he had left. Then she paused and looked up, realizing that he hadn’t left. She sat up straighter and gave him a look. “Are you done? I have things to do.”

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior

Sun, 01 Jul 2012 22:33:47 -0400

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior:

blake-scabior:

trixiblack:

Blake blew smoke into the air and watched it dissappear before looking back at Bella. He couldn’t tell if she was up to something. “In the time I’ve known you, Bella. I’ve never seen you happy for no reason.” he followed her as she walked through the woods. Enjoying his cigarette, it had been a while.

“Observant… I like it.” Bella winked and danced ahead, twirling with her cigarette in hand. “It’s a good day, friend. Someone is getting what is coming to them and all my plans will align… I’ve acted long enough and now… soon. Soon… those blood traitors and mudbloods will learn what happens when they make a Black angry.”

She took another long drag, her eyes glimmering in pleasure.

He watched her twirl around. “It is a good day then” he said grinning, Blake saw a glimmer of pleasure in her eyes. “I would hate to be on the receiving end of your temper” he paused “But who is the unfortunate person?” Blake knew Bellatrix had a dangerous temper and anyone on the receiving end of her anger was in for it.

“All of them, Blakey.” She laughed and spun around joyfully, her dress dancing at her heels. She stopped and closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. When she opened them again, she took a long drag off her cigarette and exhaled slowly. “All of them.”

Bellatrix Black sitting on the swing in their garden. “What...

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 07:03:08 -0400

Bellatrix Black sitting on the swing in their garden.

“What happened to her, Cissy?”

“I don’t know exactly, but I think the main problem is called Rodolphus.”

Taken by a doubting Andromeda Black, summer 1969

Bellatrix Black, in an attempt to steal a Muggle Ice-Cream...

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 06:58:45 -0400

Bellatrix Black, in an attempt to steal a Muggle Ice-Cream truck.

Taken by Emma Vanity and Jackson Nott, both who were trying very hard not to start laughing on the spot, 1975

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior

Thu, 28 Jun 2012 06:57:31 -0400

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior:

Blake blew smoke into the air and watched it dissappear before looking back at Bella. He couldn’t tell if she was up to something. “In the time I’ve known you, Bella. I’ve never seen you happy for no reason.” he followed her as she walked through the woods. Enjoying his cigarette, it had been a while.

“Observant… I like it.” Bella winked and danced ahead, twirling with her cigarette in hand. “It’s a good day, friend. Someone is getting what is coming to them and all my plans will align… I’ve acted long enough and now… soon. Soon… those blood traitors and mudbloods will learn what happens when they make a Black angry.”

She took another long drag, her eyes glimmering in pleasure.

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior

Wed, 27 Jun 2012 18:36:38 -0400

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior:

Blake was surprised to see Bellatrix in such an upbeat mood. He took the box from her hand and pulled out a cigarette “I will need my other hand to light this, love” he said using his usual charm. “Yes it is a lovely night, but something tells me that it is not the reason for your unusually upbeat mood.” Blake paused “So tell me, what has made Miss Black so happy?”

Bella stopped and swung around, slipping her own cigarette into her mouth and pulling out a small box of matches. She let her own cigarette and then leaned in to double tip Blake’s. She took a step back and blew the smoke out of her lungs with a small smile.

“I can’t be happy for no reason, deary?” She laughed and pat his cheek as she turned to walk through the woods again.

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior

Tue, 26 Jun 2012 17:49:06 -0400

Hello Beautiful: @Scabior:

blake-scabior:

It had been too quiet lately. Blake glanced around the common room, he saw a trio of first years huddled around a book. He decided that he could use a walk. It had been ages since he had time to have any fun. Blake quickly slipped out of the common room

Blake walked down the corridor, He looked…

Bella caught up with him quickly and took his hand in hers, smiling charmingly. “Long time no see, Blakey.” She swung their hands between them and walked with a bounce in her step. “Oh, lovely night.” She took in a deep breath and sighed, obviously overjoyed about something.

She reached into her pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, offering the box to him.

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Tue, 26 Jun 2012 17:43:00 -0400

Leave me alone. @Gideon

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 13:03:57 -0400

Leave me alone. @Gideon:

trixiblack:

Bella looked around the great hall with large, dead eyes. She leaned against Scabior, a goblet in her hand as she took everything in. So many happy faces… cheerful people. It made her sick. She took a sip and stood abruptly, walking out of the great hall with a stance and step…

Bella stepped to the side with ease and sniffed at the mud on the ground. She turned her gaze to where she knew Gideon stood and walked towards him slowly. She reached into her pocket and pulled out an envelope, holding it out towards him. She said nothing, staring at the spot where she knew he stood. Inside the envelope sat proof… the proof Gideon would need to prove that someone had set him up.

It didn’t point to Bellatrix at all. No one would ever know who gave Gideon the truth potion… no one but himself and Bella. But at least this way, he could recover what he lost.

@Anyone

Sun, 24 Jun 2012 06:03:13 -0400

Bella looked around the great hall with large, dead eyes. She leaned against Scabior, a goblet in her hand as she took everything in. So many happy faces… cheerful people. It made her sick. She took a sip and stood abruptly, walking out of the great hall with a stance and step that demanded attention and respect.

She pushed passed a group of first years and ignored their curses and yelp of fear. She was sick of being nice. Of biding her time. She undid her hair from the tight bun on the bag of her head, letting it fall around her as she walked towards the library.

She kept going even when she heard footsteps following her. Light, easy footsteps…

I Never Saw Them to Begin With

Thu, 21 Jun 2012 08:57:48 -0400

I Never Saw Them to Begin With:

trixiblack:

The storm is a Blur… and the insanity remains.

trixiblack:

Bella took a long drag on her cigarette as she sat down a meter or so away from Regulus. She was blew the smoke out of her lungs and looked out over the water. She knew that he didn’t want to talk to her. Hell,…

“Feeling vindictive today, are we?” Bella barely moved. She just took another cigarette out of the pack and lit up, watching the smoke billow in front of her. “It amuses me… how much you hate me… After everything others have done to you…” She nodded slowly, staring at the stars with her knees pressed to her chest.

“Dear cousin, there’s nothing left to be lost. Do try and keep up with the game if you want to watch…” Bella took another long drag, trying to calm her ragged nerves. She stood then, needing to be alone. She didn’t want to be with Regulus anymore. All he did was hurt her.